Born Again!
December 10th, 2007Free at last, Free at last. I return to the flock, older and wiser.
My father came home for summer vacation the year I finished 5th grade with a Commodor PET thus beginning my first of many summers playing with a new technology called a “Computer.” The following year my 6th grade class had access to two of these miraculous machines which seemed to be powered by strange techno remixes on audio tape. A couple years later my friend Brian got a “Commodor 64″ which represented a 16x increase in core system memory (RAM). Around that same time my father showed up at home with a new machine, one which would represent my baptism if you will into one of the great religious battles of our time. It was called the “IIe” and it was made by a company I had never heard before, although I was used to computers with strange names due to my experience with the “PET.” This new machine was made a company called Apple.
The Apple IIe was ours to keep. Not just a loaner from the School District to get the new computer teacher up to speed on…computers. This was ours, to use, to mod (We added an 80 column card soon after so we could see twice the number of characters across the screen), to play games on, to pray too. I spent whole summers playing Loadrunner before I took up the much more physically demanding routine of staring at a black line for hours trying to keep my heart rate at my aerobic threshold while flailing my arms and legs around. Ultimately These two past times would ultimately guide my life. The later paid for college and the former paid for everything else. When everyone else was still enamored with Paper Mate erasable pens for writing book reports I was using a Dot matrix printer and “Bank Street Writer” one of the early consumer word processors. It even had spell check.
In 1986 as I entered High school We acquired a new machine. It was beautiful, compact and a custom after market job too boot. It was a new “Macintosh SE” it was one unit, it had a 9″ black and white screen Two builtin 3.5″ floppy drives and (the custom aftermarket) 40 MB internal hard drive. It also had 512K of RAM which I think we upgraded to a whole Megabyte for real speed. The Mac SE had a graphics program called “Superpaint” which was a Pixel and a Vector program all in one (CS3 eat your heart out). It also supported a new concept called “Desktop Publishing” powered by the double barred action of the new Apple Laser Writer and a program called Page Maker by a small Seattle company called Aldus.
The Mac SE lasted me well into college. It produced hundreds, if not thousands of papers, documents, reports, images, invitations, letters from the president excusing me from school, you name it. It was my first Mac, and it was amazing. The summer before my Jr year at UW (1992) I read a book called “Neuromancer” a couple weeks later I saw a magazine called Mondo 2000 that had an interview with the Author. I picked it up. When I got back to school I had a new mission. I was going to get on “the Internet” I didn’t know what it was or where to go, but I was going to find out. I wanted to know what these “MUDs” and “MUCKs” and “MUSHs” and email and Fido and Gopher and FTP were all about. I spent a lot of time on the university machines both using their extensive Mac labs and later ther “X terminals.” I had never even touched a PC.
By my senior year I was playing a couple of MUDs pretty consistently and actually starting to write school papers about them. At Washington I studied Cultural Anthropology and many of my papers for the upper level classes had to be about a culture of my choosing. I choose the net. My professors didn’t even know what to make of it. They didn’t even have email addresses. I doubt they would have accepted the papers were it not for the PhD thesis from students at MIT and papers published by XEROX PARC on the same topics that I cited in my work. The teachers in the department didn’t have email addresses, they kept asking me how I found these papers.
“They are on the universities Anonymous FTP servers”
My Sr year in College I made my first major purchase of my life. I financed it through the University book store. It was about $3000. I bought a first generation Macintosh PowerPC 7100. It had 8 Megs of RAM on the motherboard and slots for TWO MORE! it was a 66mhz machine, later to be overclocked to 80. Being that I had already been online for two years, I knew I could find a way better deal on ram on Usenet than at the local store. I searched for about a week and eventually found someone selling 2×8mb 72pin SIMMs for $250 each. I exchanged a couple of emails with them to determine shipping and then they shipped me a box COD. When UPS showed up I opened the box, check that the RAM was inside and gave him a cashiers check. Then I took it inside and put it in my machine. No eBay, no Paypal, no Ratings. No Scammers.
This was the end of 1994. In November I was in one of the school labs and saw a new program on one of the machines that a friend had told me about. It was called Mosaic, it was made by some guys at NCSA. I double clicked on it and my jaw dropped. Text and hyperlinks. Wow! this was going to make it so my mom could use the Internet. Holy shit. This is going to change everything….
Little did I know just how much. A couple months later as Graduation was approaching I landed an internship at a internet marketing company called “fineDOTcom” what a weird name. I had only started seeing domain names recently, usually stuff i visited was by IP address. But it certainly was easier to remember. I got the gig, and for the first time in my life I had to use a PC. OH MY GOD. I lived on a PC, It was running Windows 3.11 and it felt like I was using my Apple IIe again, only not as good. The interface felt like it was designed by 3 year olds. Fortunately as summer rolled in we started getting betas of windows 95. “Oh! they are trying to make it work like a Mac” cool too bad their idea of beta is “it compiled” By August when Window 95 officially launched I was using a PC 10-16 hours a day at work and the Mac that I had spent so much for a year earlier was starting to see neglect. I still used it to surf, but the browser differences were annoying. Windows had some great networking features. My company started to pay for me to take windows classes to become an “MCSE” I took lots of classes. I learned about networking.
Microsoft came out with NT 4.0 and I was pretty much sold. My boss had told me Apple was dead, but I still didn’t believe him. I knew they had tons of Cash and could last for a decade, but Jobs was leaving the internet was raging. I would have totally lost faith were it not for another little game called Marathon. Made by a little known company called Bungie. I had started playing Marathon in college, and it was fantastic. It had incredible graphics a great storyline but the best was “deathmatch” you could play with up to eight other computers all and shoot at each other for hours. The newspaper at the UW had lots of Macs in the same room, and after 4pm when the paper had gone to press we would play. When I started working I used to play with a couple guys who leased a room in the back of the office for thier Drum Scanner. They did photo manipulation for advertising agencies but most of the day they just played games. A couple times we went to one of the agencies on the weekend to play with a bunch of the digital artist. It was they same type of geeks I had played with in college.
Eventually I got a job at one of these advertising agencies through an introduction from a guy I played Marathon with. I still used a PC everyday. In my new job I would actually be managing a whole server farm for some rather big companies (way out of my league in fact) but I was now a PC user. When It was time to buy a machine in 1997 I bought a Micron with NT 4. As the next couple of jobs went buy I got rid of my mac, bought a couple of Dells, both laptops and desktops. Started using Windows 2000, and eventually Windows XP professional. I really liked these OSs as long as I didn’t have to install them which was a royal pain in the ass. They were buggy, software crashed, but for the most part I kept them in good shape and all was well. The internet started to help out a lot since there were lots of people who had experienced and solved just about every problem imaginable.
A couple years ago I started a new job again. Steve Jobs was back at Apple and he was on a tear. The iPod was an obscene success and Apple was making some slick hardware. My dells looked and felt like flimsy pieces of plastic crap. (With the exception of some bloodwood wrist panels I made for my laptop, but alas the whole thing was stolen). I was starting to have hardware envy, but I just couldn’t get away from my need for MS office, and IE. Mind you this whole time my Parents have always been Mac people. But things were starting to change.
People at work (executives) were starting to grumble about Macs, they wanted them too. PCs were old. The web was becoming standardized. XML and web services were making the net a much more heterogeneous place. Vista was delayed one to many times and for what? Last years Apple UI? No the time was comming, I could sense it. In March I bough Angie a Macbook so she could start blogging, but secretly it was just so I could touch an Apple product in the comfort of my own home again. The Came the iPhone! I couldn’t believe they actually built something that looked, acted and felt like it was from the 21st century! I had spent 2 years in the mobile industry and had access to literally every single handset in the US market. Compared to the PC world cell phones and their hardware/software packages were like banging on sticks to make fire. After my time in mobile I was always amazed that I could even make a call (and so should you be).
Finally the stars started to Align, everyone up the food chain from me at work went Apple. My boss, his boss, the CEO. I’m even on “a list” so to speak of the next tier of folks slated for Macs. Certain new people are getting them when they are hired.
When Leopard came out my parents and I split a family pack and I put it on Angie’s machine. Then last weekend it finally happened. My Dell died. Dead. Drives spin up but it won’t eve get to the BIOS menu. (no F2 option even). I was pissed since it was going to be a huge pain to replace a system at the holidays, getting busy at work, and lots of social stuff going on, not to mention all the files and software. That XP machine had run for 5 years, almost continuously and was never rebuilt! Sure it had been rebooted lots of times and went thought about of the spywarez but it came through.
But now I am born again. free at last! free at last!
I have a new 24″ iMac (reminds me of my first Mac SE). One beautiful case. Jesus that is a big piece of CNC’d aluminum! The new keyboard is a dream. It even indulges a guilty pleasure from the PC world. a “delete” key. Yea you know what I mean, as in the opposite of “backspace.” But I have to say, I just feel home. I installed VMware Fusion and have a Virtual Windows XP machine for some residual work stuff but now that people are starting to use Macs at work I can actually send people Keynote decks and Pages docs! But Fusion is sickly cool. When you run it full screen and use it with Leopard’s “Spaces” my god. I have never felt so free to do anything on a computer before. So here to kick off my return to the one true faith. Is my born again blog.



I think the root lies in goals. Being a competitive person I like to set goals for myself. Sometimes they are accomplishments sometimes they are race times sometime they are both. As I exited T2 the clock said 6:45, by all accounts I should be on pace for a spectacular finish. In a perfect world all the long runs I have been doing (a dozen 16+ milers in the last 3 months) pay off and I run close to 4 hours. This puts me under 11 hours and in striking distance of a Hawaii qualifying finish within the next year. Even a conservative scenario has me doing exactly the same run as last time and finishing in a very respectable 11:15 or so. So what went wrong? Two years ago I simply wanted to finish Ironman and the sooner I crossed the line the sooner I became an Ironman. This year I had already decided that I would take a few years off of the Iron distance due to the extreme amount of training involved. I had no time goal associated with the day. I had one goal. Finish with a smile on my face. I did. I ran across the finish line in 13:00:35 with my pregnant wife and 2 year old son. It was one of the greatest things we have done as a family, together. It represented my training as well as their sacrifice. They deserved to be next to me just as much as I deserved to cross the line. Mission accomplished.
As I exit the water I get attacked by strippers. Well, wetsuit strippers anyway. They tell me to lay down on the ground and they pull my wetsuit off for me. Then I jump up and run town the isles of racks with the T1 bags. Someone hands me mine, and I’ off to the changing tent. There another person (I’m pretty sure it was a guy) stands by and waits for me to finish putting my bike clothes on. He takes all my stuff and puts it back in the bag and off I run (in bike shoes) Once I get my bike I head out on the course.
When I approach Yellow Lake (the second and final Mt. pass I’m actually looking forward too it! I know that I feel good enough to actually work a little bit. Yellow lake starts at mile 90. Its not really that steep but it is hot now, it must be in the 80s and when you climb and slow down you really feel the heat. But still it doesn’t seem that bad. In fact it was kind of a nice climb that day. Yellow lake is also the best supported section of the bike. There are hundreds of people lining the road cheering. The road it chalked with encouraging words and everyone is screaming and playing music and generally having a good time (If they aren’t on a bike).
Last night Dean threw his 3rd annual BBQ for everyone we know at Ironman Canada. I wish that I had taken the camera over sooner since there were quite a few people who showed up. I would estimate there were 60+ this year. That being said they didn’t manage to eat all the food or drink all the beer. (What are they worried about their weight?) I made up for it by having a couple extra beers and 2 extra peices of carrot cake. This was after pasta salad, homemade Guacamole (Thanks Bettie), and the best homeade Cevivche (4 Gallons) I have ever had (Thanks Stan and all who helped in the prep). Oh and I did I mention all the marinated chicken (20+lbs) and the flank steak? Jose dutifully manned the BBQ most of the night and cooked some amazing meat. Tamara, Janet, Bettie, Stan, my Dad, Big Walter, Kim and Wally all worked on food prep and Shopping. Here a couple photos from the party.

This mornings ride was plesantly uneventful. Jason stopped to help a guy inflate his tires. (Apparently purchasing an $1800 wheelset does include CO2 to fill up the tires if you get a flat) Jason, John and Tyler (from left to right in the pic) all rowed for University of Washington so generating enough leg power to push a 18lb peice of Aluminium or Carbon isn’t a real challenge for them. The marathon course that we were riding on winds along the shore of Skaha lake just South of Penticton. Its nice the water is there but its also very exposed. Hopefully we will have a bit of clouds on race day.
Clockwise from bottom left: Shauna, Brett, Jason, Henri, Peter, Tyler, Emily, Angie, John, Cindy, Kyle. Lunch was fine, but really really slow. Oh well the company was good.
On many bikes the Drop is part of the frame, welded to the tubing that supports the seat. Mine is bent… and not just bent, Its cracked where the bend is. Now the nice thing about 